...

I don’t understand this world, the cold detachment of it all, it makes no sense to me, it’s like the whole world is crazy, or maybe it’s just me...

no heart

Death to me is no tragedy... death to me is sweet relief  

Life’s tragic... with all the sadness and grief

With all the pain and endless tears

This world is cold and dark

This world has lost its heart

Fade away

FADE AWAY

Too much confusion in my mind

I don’t know what and I don’t know why

How am I suppose to hold on

To this cold and dark place

When my mind tells me

It will always be the same

I want to cry

I want to scream

I want to die

I want to bleed

I want to run

I want to stay

I want to fade away

With this broken heart of mine

How will I find the strength I need to survive

I don’t know how

In this cold and dark place

With all this pain and sorrow

I wish there was no tomorrow

I want to cry

I want to scream

I want to die

I want to bleed

I want to run

I want to stay

I want to fade away

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Broken tears

I never thought I would miss

The tears that didn’t stop

But now when the emptiness

Is worse than the pain

Nothing is all that remains

My tears are broken and I’m numb

All from a pain too strong

Now emptiness is all I feel

I want to cry but there are no tears

The shadows that used to haunt me

Is now a thick black mist

I’m more lost then ever

In this cold forsaken place

There’s no way to go

Nowhere to run

I don’t even know why I’m holding on

Broken tears is all I got

Broken tears in the lonely dark

I close my eyes

I close my eyes and I see your face

I close my eyes and it feels like you are here

I close my eyes and I see your smile

I close my eyes to be next to you

I never want to open them again

cuz I know that you'll be gone

You won't be here 

and I'll be all alone in this dark room, 

falling into little pieces as I always do 

I close my eyes to look into yours

So heavenly blue deep and pure

I could be lost in them forever

If I just got the chance

And I would never let you go

I close my eyes 

cuz that's the only way I'll ever be with you 

It is

I just want it all to end 
I'm so tired to pretend 

Every smile is a lie 

The truth I keep inside 

It's the pain 

That won't leave 

It's the scars 

That never will heal 

It's the tears 

I cry at nights 

It's everything and nothing 

At the same time 

It's what makes me wish 

I wasn't alive... 

Finns DU där då??? /Are YOU there then???

Finns DU där då??? 

En kniv så skinande å vass 

Ett liv så smärtsamt å skört 

En lögn leder till lycka 

Å sanningen till smärta 

En tår rinner från mina ögon 

Som en droppe blod ifrån ett sår 

En smärta så olidlig 

Ett steg å det e slut 

Hopp om lycka försvinner 

Som en låga som blåses ut 

När allt blir för mycket 

Å jag önskar att jag inte fanns    

Finns Du där då??

~~Translation~~

"Are YOU there then??? 

A knife so shining and sharp

A life so painful and fragile

A lie leads to happiness

And the truth to pain

A tear falls from my eyes

Like a drop of blood from a wound

A pain so unbearable

One step and it's over

Hope of happiness disappears

Like a flame that gets blown out

When everything is too much

And I wish I didn't exist 

Are you there then???"